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Me venting about shit... Bare with me... I gotta vent somewhere...
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1/30 Parents friend or foe?
What do you tell your parents when they want you to explain yourslef to them, to open up to them... what do you say... once they realize that they know nothing about you all of asudden they want to know why this and why that... They tell me im lazy... which is true in some lights, but not all... Im not lazy with everything... They don't know half the stuff im going through inj my life right now... If they ever knew any of it, they would be scared for my life, and the last thing i want is pity... today my dad called me a slut, and i realized that it hurts much worst coming from your parent then from a friend... that being said you can tell i have been called one before... and ya know something... even if someone is joking... it still hurts... just because i show my stomach in a t- shirt doesn't mean im a slut... who ever made up that rule is a fucking ass hole. In my eyes a slut is someone who sleeps with alot of men who she has no feeling for except that she wants them to screw her... not waering a midrift top. I don't think they realize what people have to do today to even fit in... its not like when everyone is friends and gets along, like in 2nd grade... My english teacher told me that uor school is the clickyest school shes ever been too... now please tell me how to explain this, because im dieing to know... and there are so many things that only a select few of my friends know about me, and i intend to keep it that way, and I don'tt even tell all my friends, so why should i tell my parents... I rather keep it locked away, and walk around with a smile on my face, like nothing is bothering me, when it is...
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3/26 BE ONE! GAY OR STRAIGHT!!!!
I don't understand how someone can be Bi... in my eyes either your a guy who is straight and likes girls, or your gay and like guys... OR if yuor a girl who is straight you like guys, or if yuor a lesbiean you like girls.... THAT i understand.... what i don't understand is how u can like both genders... not just that, but how u can like two people of different genders at the same time!! I don't get that... especially if one of those people is you... now don't get me wrong.... I think this person is great and all, but i just can't grasp the consept of this situation... It also hurts when some says that they like you so much, and then go on to say that they also like someone else... it really hurts.... more than u can imagine...i think it hurts worse when the other person they like is of a different gender... and since im straight... the two people are of the same gender... Its like saying... "i like you alot and everything, but.. girls are for me... even though your perfect for me, i think ill make the biggest mistake of my life and date a guy whos a whore and goes out with any gay guy he can get his hands on..." I can't see one of my good friends go through that, but if i tell him, he might think that i just said it because i want him for my self... but thats not it at all.... I can see him go through that..... I won't have it.... not on my life! To see the rest of my journal Click on this link!
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